i am as who am i

lately i lost something...
lost somthing that its so good for me..
im start to forget it..
but suddenly i get something that make me stronger day by day..
its hard for me to accept it but ive go through with this...

thanx for u for always be with me..
how stupid i am,
how bad i am,
how clumsy i am,
u accept me as i am..

yes i know there's nothing i have to worry about..
because u said that u always be with me...
n YEAH!! im trust in you..
not a trust as i said before..
but the new trustness from me...
i hope u also wanna keep what u have saying before..

now without u im lost,
still lost..
u are the strange for me to keep  moving on this life..

thanx MUHAMMAD AL-SYAFFIQQ..

for understand me,
for helping me,
for love me as i am,
for your trust,
for be by my side,
.................
 love,
mimie <3

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hi peeps~

skarang ni dlam keadaan malas menaip~

tapi nk cerite gak~kesah plak korang nk bce ke x??
(ganas en???)

haaaa entri aku kali ni korg rase cemane??

dulu kn time dulu2 ade org tu hari2 sakitkan hati aku..sampai sekarang aku still

x leh maafkan die..aku x tau kat mane silap hati aku buat penilaian??
aku cube nk maafkan die tp itu la bende paling susah aku nk buat...kawan2

aku sume kate~'ko SYOK kt die ke mimi??' and my answer remaining same!!! 'NO'

tapi sume x caye...hmmph....aku x perlu nk mention sape die...sape yang kawan ngan aku taw kot

aku ni jenis cemane~aku x suke nk amek port psal bende yg xde kene mengene ngan aku..org x ksah~aku x ksah..die nk buat TAIK ngan aku pon x kisah~tp jgn sampai aku bersuare la~
aku bkn nk tnjuk aku hebat ker ..ape ke....x de niat lgsung...but its me~x leh terime lantak la~as long as aku hormat org yg hormat aku~
bebalik pade tajuk utame...haaa...sampai sekarang pon aku x taw knpe aku x leh maafkan die...die add aku kt fb ...tp makan mase gak la aku nk approve~aku x nk jd org yg x profesional tp x pe la..aku approve jer...x ksah pon..korg bole tolong ajar aku x cemane nk lupekan tanpe bertanye siape,mengape,bagaimane n bla bla~kejam ker aku??
aku hanye manusia biase yg x penah lari dari buat sialp~
to him :ko sakitkan hati aku teruk sgt...ko DESERVE dpt cmtu
to myself:just let it go MIMI!1nothing to do if u still keep it...not good for ur self at ALL!1
to other:hipokrit ke aku?kejam ke aku??sorii aku mmg x taw mcam mane nk ubah....
CARE DIE KETUK PINTU HATI AKU SANGATLAH CARE YANG BIADAP(BUKAN PERASAAN CINTE OK!!!!)
ok ..
see ya~

*hurt??*

hurt??

whats kind of hurt??

who makes u hurt??

hows u get in hurt??

why u are in hurt??

YEAH!! im so HURT!

im in HURT!

but who KNOW??

who CARES??

its NOBODY!!

NOBODY!!

thanx for those who still want to be my fren..

thanx for those who accept me as who i am..

i noe im a bad Girl!!

but ,

my PROMISE is..

NEVER TURN A BACK!!

EVER..

ill be what i wanna be??

hate me??

GET LOST!!

im not a LOSER!!

this is ME

the NEW Nur Syamimi!!

mianhae cheongmal mianhae *bow,bow*

im feel im not belong there without u.....
im feel akward when u say u want to leave...
im feel soo sad when u said that u not deserve to CME family..
wae?wae?wae??
jinjja im feel bad when u take a decision to be hiatus...and its for LONG TIME..

u said that CME is okay without u..

u said other people can replace u to be a designer for CME...
CME group never exist without u..
CME is our family rite??


even we just meet for a while...
i really wanna be fren with you...
im begging u to stay with CME....

u can leave...but just FOR A WHILE
n i want to u comeback to us..

we accept who ever u are....

i know it hard to you...
we even know the feeling of other people ..
rite???
gwenchana...

ill give u time...
time to get back ur strength...
time to you think it back...
time to u rebuilt ur heart back......

gomawo ...
u still accept me as ur fren...
even we are not so close each other..
but i dont want to missing a good friend as u...

mieramiahaelf a.k.a Nur Amirah Bt Lazaldin
am i rite??hehehe

hye hye hye!!!

assalamualaikum......
hye u ollsss.....hmmmm ...ade bnde nk ckp tp....mlas plak.....ok la mimi citer....im feel so sad...cz x dpt keje lg...smpai biler tah nk tggu...x ptus 2 usaha,doa...tp blom ade rezeki kot..hmmm...x pe la....skang ni kne stat kmpl dwet untuk shoping bln 12 nnt...hah!!!korea trip...nk anta yeye msk army!!!waaa....nnt 2014 nk pegi gak sbb nk celebrate yeye blik...hmmm...bebaru neh saye gy kem...tp xsmpai 3 ari pon...sebab driver kami ade keje nk kene setttle ...tu jd pelarian kem tuhhh...hahahah bes2....im the only perempuan dalam kete tu..hahaha so dpt la bnyk advantage...hehee tp ketige2 buddies sye tu sgt baik n sgt sedih bile kene berpisah....mustaqim bin mamat....terima kasih sebab belanje saye..hahahahah semoge anda berbahagia dengan.....haahhaahha..thanx gak sebab share kisah hidup anda......sye xde gambar la plak nk share...ade lam disc kot..nnt la sye cri..hahaahah..to ahmad shamil bin abu bakar...kesemua plan merewang anda sgt la cpt aku hidu...so nnt ade mse kita pi seronok lg ok??hang kn bnyak taw psal aku...so aku pon mmg sng la nk taw psai hang..hehehe ur my fren dunia akhirat...azri a.k.a mr bean...thanx berseronok sekali even sebagai pelarian camp!!!nnt kite g bercuti lagi n bole ko cetuskan hiscore untuk game ninja fruit plak...terrer la hang !!!hahahahah o.ok...ni shaje cerite nye..nnt sye akan share lg ...daaaaa<3

BOW 90 degree...chukae suju!!

okeh~deasang award SUJU punye smpai bebile pon~over x statement neh??x an??hehehe well...x sia 2 buat acc bebanyak n vote for 5 hari non stop....lastly saye mampu bg hadiah kat leeteuk sbelom enlistment dia~warghhhhh...wanna cry!!! well ELFs sememangnye sgt kuat dan gagah~we always be the best for our idol star~saranghae<3....

6 november 2011~slalu 2 in 1.tp esok 3 in 1....~waaaaaaaaaah

salam~okeh...act 6 november esok adelah hari yg paling meriah~

1-raye aidiladha~to all muslim in the world~happy eid'ul adha~semoge sume jemaah haji pulang dgn selamat~selalunye hari raye haji before neh mmg blik kg jer....slalunye raye haji akan meriah bile kt kelantan n tranu jerrr.....

2-happy anniversary our oppa~SUPER JUNIOR THE LAST MAN STANDING~

happy 6th anniversary...

Park Jungsu~thanx for be an AWESOME leader for SUPER JUNIOR and for E.L.F .reallyappriciate~wish u the best for ur enlisting into army next year~please stay health and take care~love u oppa~

Kim Jong Woon~u are my 1st bias..ur voice of arts very encourage me to do something more better.u r juz a simple person n always cheer me up when i feel down~thanx for come into my life~saranghae oppa..yeongwonhi~

Kim Ryeowook~u such a adorable external magnae..love ur voice and i like u because u r full with love...

Kim Young Woon~u r such a strong person and ur mouth cant stop talking about the secret of other member..

Kim Heechul~most pretiest person in sj~u are so amazing when you become a LADY HEE..omoooo..u also such a weird person~always think about popularity~

Lee Hyukjae~a super duper dancing machine~ur gummy smile make me happy whenever im looking at you~always in love with donghae

Lee Sungmin~u r the most talented person in sj~ur skill ,ur smile,ur kind hearted...arghhh....the cutest member EVER~~~

Lee Donghae~the fishy~make a lot of fan girl like u....u are the most top member in sj have a lot of attention from ELF after kyu~

Choi Siwon~ur gesture,ur 6pack~wah....killer smile and the horssie~

Shin Donghee~most talented person~main dancer although have a chubby body~but now..u are so handsome ~ur weight....omooo speechless~

Cho Kyuhyun~evil magnae~wah.......u r so in love with ELF...and ELF love u n never let you go even u r involve in every accident..thats show that we are love u sooo much.....

**Kim Kibum & Hangeng~even u r not in sj activity~in our ELF heart...u still in a special place<3

{Henry & zhuomi}thanx for ur talent n for completing Suju M!!u really work hard..love u so muchhhhh....

3-seagil chukae mimi ..u r ow 21 years old...u cant act childish anymore~but u r still ELF n MUSLIM FOrever!!!!!!!!!